I just need somebody to love

2011-12-31T13:54:00.001+08:00

Last day of 2011 already...

Hoping everyone i know will be happy with who they are/ what they are now.

All the best for 2012!

2011-12-08T17:03:00.006+08:00

Went to dye our hair yesterday.

My copper colour turn out to be gold.

Wah seriously.............. now i look like a typical gangster.....

Haisss.

One day before yesterday.....

Went to town to shopped for our taiwan trip.

Hahaha all the girls went to get jeans.......... -.-

Then surprise Venus!

Celebrated her advance birthday!!

And off to bugis steamboat............

Smelled like shit after we came out from the steamboat place.....

Was so full that i didnt feel like doing anything.

Hahaha went to chill after that :)

Saturday..

Went out with YJ and Vennice.

Yes, they surprise me with a cake and a board.

Hahahahah! Plan fail but still thanks! =D

And yes....... My hands and legs........

Thanks so much <3 <3 <3 <3

2011-12-08T16:42:00.000+08:00

IM BACK.

Shall just do some short post. Since theres so many pictures.......

I shouldn't do much talking. Hahaha!

Went out with YJ & Leilaani!

Shopping as usual!

Went airport to study with Venus and Andrew.

Wasn't good at all can.........

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28 november, was Gina birthday, surprised her at her door step at 12am with her cousin.
Hahah stayed over at her house and we had like less then 3 HOURS of sleep before school starts. -.-
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Then the next day.....

After our exams we are suppose to rush home and get change and go Gina's house to surprise her...
But then no one told her we are gonna go out with her on that day.....
So she already made plans with her mother. #FAIL.
But she manage to convince her mother to let her off around 8pm!

Wasn't really a surprise? BUT it was unexpected okay.

Went NEX rooftop. So bloody hot can.......

That was a moment of time that i wish i could just take off my shirt.

Next day i forgot what happen. HAHA!

So it was my turn to turn 17 on 30th november!

Spend my day with my best bitch friend :)

Shopping like free flow -.-

Literally top man and top shop siao.

See how much we changed since secondary 4? Hahaha okay maybe not much difference.
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My clique like scam me only can.

They said they gonna celebrate with me on 2nd december. In the end, they surprise me.

Actually was kind of expected. Know why??

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Reason 1) Gina wrote in the wrong conversation. She wrote the birthday stuffs in our own conversation when shes suppose to write in the other conversation.

Reason 2) The singer at fish and co sang a birthday song to me. It was delicated to me. Then Venus went 'Eh you got friend here ah? They wish you happy birthday leh" (Which is kind of obvious is from them.)

Reason 3) When the MC say they can write down their friend birthday on a piece of paper, so they can read out to everyone............. Next moment, Levine ask me for pen and paper....... (HAHA)

Reason 4) While working with Felicia... I borrowed her phone to whatsapp my clique for some stuffs... (Cause i was charging my phone) I saw a conversation saying 'Checkered shirt and...." So i kind of suspected is about my birthday one cause.... i didnt remind them i wanted checkered shirt. HAHAHA! Then she suddenly wanted back her phone....... So after she lended me again... i realise the conversation name became 'FRIENDS' instead of the checkered thing.

Hahahah and i went to read the conversation.. She said 'Change title, Bella using my phone"

HAHAHA.

Theres still like more lah, but.... i couldnt rememeber. So this kind of small little stuffs makes me think alot and suspect alot of stuffs.

But neverless, THANKS BITCHES!

They make me wear the 'its my brithday' board around cineleisure.

Wah xiasuay to the max... But then i thank GOD that is on a thursday night.

(Not much people)

Caught breaking dawn with them..

Suppose to ton but everyone was dead tired.

So we decided to go home after that!

The very next day....

Celebrated my birthday with cell.

Hehehe, didnt expected that........

Me and Grace was some how looking at people profile in facebook.

Suddenly, everyone starting singing very loud 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~'

Thanks for the checkered, cards and the cake guys. <3

To be contiune...........

2011-11-23T11:40:00.001+08:00

My cousin cute little small dog. Hehehe.

2011-11-17T16:07:00.015+08:00

*BLOW ALL DUST AWAY*

Seriously, haven being blogging for like months.

Feel so guilty.

All stuffs are not by order. And i forgot which day is which picture.

So i will just blog by seeing the pictures.

Here it goes.....

Recently...

Went to support Venus in her bowling mini competition. Hehe.

Watched 'You are the apple of my eye'

And tell you guys something.. Is seriously damn awesome.

Although.... Is kind of horny..

Had dinner at Bao today, and felt like vomiting after that.

Went out with YJ for a topshop event early in the morning.

Stomach was very naughty, so it made me went to the toilet for like 5-6 times.

And town is seriously so boring. -.-

Waited for Leilani to have a lunch break and had lunch together with her.

During night, Shunning and Leilani chilled with us. ;)

Short night, but sweeeeeeet.

(Forgot which day)

Met Cheryl for a movie. (Footloose)

Had xing wang and almost died eating so much stuffs.

Hehehe, haven been spending much time with her now :(

Went to find YJ and Shunning after that.

Stayed in YJ house the next moment.

Hahahahahahaha. We didnt sleep whole night and obviously i was craving for sleep.

Went Halloween with Shannen, Marie and some other of their friends on a sunday night.

Okay. FUCKING scary okay. Compared to the sentosa one, Universal studio one was much more scarier. Although it doesnt have much haunted house, but still...

Shannen's mum got us the express line card thing. So we dont have to queue for the rides and stuffs. So we walked into the fast queue lane #likeaboss.

And everyone from the normal queue will start admiring us. Hahahaha!

Some people queued for 2 hours for a roller coaster ride, and didnt even get to sit it.

WELL................

Marie and I sat for like 5-6 times. HAHAHA!

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Sentosa Halloween

Everyone has been counting down to the halloween night that we would be going.

Finally the day has come...

Everyone was insane excited and scared.

Went to 3 haunted trails and ...............

Okay lah, not all was scary. But some was really unpredictable one.

Meow :(

Went cineleisure Old town to chill after that night.

Was very hungry, so we ordered all of the food above.

ONLY 4 of us in the table. Was gonna die. Hahaha!

Ton till the next morning. Kept yawning and we really had nothing to do :/

Next day went home and KO directly in the bed.
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This day was one day before halloween!

We went to get light sticks and stuffs. Hahaha insane+excited much.

Bunnies <3

Andrew's birthday surprise was sucessful. Hehehe.

All of us can be future actors and actresses. Hehehe

Anyone wanna sign us?

Chilling at town. Watched 'The thing' with YJ that day, and well..... it was sooooo boring.

Stayed over at Shannen's house.

Clique outing.

Random pictures.

Shall blog more often since the picture uploader is working pretty fast and good. Hehe.

Well, off to work now. PEACEEEEEEEE.

2011-09-18T23:53:00.002+08:00

Computer crashed. So I guess you guys have to wait awhile for my very next post.

Everything has came crushing down between you and me. :(
I always though that if you really love this person.. You wouldn't leave them...
But now I'm all wrong and confused..

Is like you have been waiting for a period of time to be together with this particular person..
Suddenly they don't wanna be with you and leave you alone just like this.

You told me to know my limits and I kind of "force" you to tell me what's the meaning of it.
You warned me and told me that is sure gonna break my heart and is gonna hurt my feeling.
I refused to listen and still insist of telling me. Now I've regretted. I rather be kept in the dark then knowing the truth.
Maybe this is really karma..

But the memories you gave me was really so deep and is so hard to forget. And now... Is really seriously hard to move on.
Remember the days when you were sick? I waited for you outside your working place for 5 hours standing to pass you your medicine and had supper with you.
Remember the day when you told me that you're super busy with being someone's full time girlfriend? I was so happy to hear that and couldn't get it off my mind whenever I think of you.
Remember you always fetched me from work and accompanied me home and waited for me to get clean and changed before heading out?
Remember that we always watch scary movies under blanket tugging ourself in bed?
Remember the kiss we had?

How can I just forget all these stuffs just like this. Could you teach me how? :(
Im a very strong girl outside. But very emotionally weak in the inside.
I know crying for 5 days straight won't make you come back. But I really tried my best.
Maybe I shouldnt really hold onto your freedom that much. But what's the use regretting all thi now after I've lose you.
Now that you had me replace with your current boyfriend. All I can say is, be happy with him. :')
I really still love you. Sincerely, your ex girlfriend.

2011-07-24T23:14:00.003+08:00

I'm just useless.

I can't even hold the heart of my girl.

Now, her heart belongs to someone else.

Regretted. Well.. This is life.

I just want you to know that i still really love you. I really do.

2011-06-23T22:57:00.010+08:00

Cause this is my destiny.

Yay! I'm smelling weekends!
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Anyway yesterday (Wednesday)

Went to had sushi buffet with my dumb girlfriend (Haha kidding) , Dixie & Verlin.
Seriously like a waste of money only leh.
But well... I ate around $20+(?)
So should be quite worth lah. Hahaha.
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Then Kimberly choooooooo came to find us and we went star bucks to chill.

My cute girlfriend having a bulldog face. Seriously..

So Kimberly was like telling us her ghost story that was about 30 minutes. -.-
After 30 minutes, the story also not yet half way.
Hahaha. Wanted to catch the last train so we conference at night to contiune the story.
HAHA!
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& We talked till 2am.
And i regretted so much. Because the next day, i had to wake up at 9 for work.
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Monday

Went Verlin's house to chill.
Baby and her went swimminggggg.
Then chill at her house and watched final destination.
Seriously the show is damn disgusting lah.
Gonna contiune watching with baby soon. Muhahaha.

And it was some sort the best night for us?
HOR BABY? HEHE.

Till here.
BYEBYE.

2011-06-19T12:29:00.015+08:00

Well, i hope i can really stay active in my blog! Hehe.
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Saturday. Which was yesterday.

Went to service. After service had a wonderful dinner with my members.
We didn't had this wonderful dinner together for so long already. ):
Really thank God for yesterday fellowship.

As usual, spam pictures like free flow.
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Friday.

Is friday! Hahaha, went ikea with baby, Verlin, Dixie & Nicole.
Dixie seriously got time issue.
She said meet at 6pm. And she came at 7pm with Nicole. Seriously...

After getting ourself so full, they came to my house to chill!
Haha Baby and Dixie already planned to stay in my house for one night!
So we got to fetch Verlin & Nicole to cab back home and off to watch our ghost movie!

Watched this super scary movie lah. Was so lame but scary.
Overall rating was, lame. HAHAHA but oh well..
So we went for a movie marathon till 3.30am!!!?!
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Dixie and I was so hungry and kept on saying about macdonald.
Hahahhahaa, baby was so annoyed cause she was a light sleeper :/
Soon after saying a few sentence about macdonald, we fell asleep. HAHAHA.

Next morning, i found myself shivering.
Cause some cute cute girl sleeping beside me, she took the whole blanket!
She still not bad leh, left a small bit of blanket for me.
[So small that only it can only cover one of my leg]
Had lunch at pizza hut!
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Thursday.

Wanted to have dinner with Cherie. But then i overslept.
And she was also sleeping :/
So we decided to just go compass to have a quick meal.
Hahaha, and we had so much fun sitting the $1 ride thing....

I was kind of surprise that the machine didn't stop moving. HAHA.

Well, till here.
BYE!

2011-06-19T00:18:00.000+08:00

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2011-06-14T23:04:00.005+08:00

MONT PART 2.

Remember my previous post? I said i'm gonna introduce you to a place to eat?
Haha, here is it! Mont Calganoze.
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The foods are like normal food price ranging around $10 - $15.
Depending on what you order lah.
Is something like pastamania. But is way better then that.
Hahaha. Here are some of their food........

You seriously have to try it. You live life once. So fuck it!
So better try it! Hahaha.

Venue:
38 Pekin Street #01-01
Fareast square S(048768)
Telephone for booking : 65572304

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Nearest MRT : RAFFLES MRT.

Any questions are what so ever, just leave a comment below.
Hope you have a good dine there =D

2011-06-14T21:18:00.018+08:00

I'm back!

The reason why i'm not blogging so often now is because..
I'm working! Yes working for Sir Alvin in his restaurant!
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Friday.

Went to watch Insidious with power ranger & Sir Alvin

The movie was so scary lah.
So many shocking scene that scare the shit out of us.
And we were the nosiest. Andrew kept asking Felicia what's gonna happen next. That made us times two nosier.
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Wanted to eat at Aston, but the crowd was so huge. ):
So decided to dine at Sir Alvin's friend restaurant. Is a Thai shop.
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So we have to decide who sits Alvin's car and who sits taxi.
So we oh ya beh ya som and scissors paper stone.
And obviously my group won.
My group consist of : Levine, Venus & Andrew. HAHA!

Went to Sir Alvin's restaurant and got drunk.
Seriously............................................................

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Saturday.

Went to service all the way at jurong.
So after service and stuffs, had dinner with Cheryl, Jianwen & WenHui.
Planned to watch super 8. But it was fully book.
Seriously what the fuck lah.
All the movie at cineleisure were just all fully booked...

So we decided to book online for the show 'LADALAND'
Is a thai ghost show which is fucking scary.
Some more we had to travel from orchard to tampiness to catch this show.
But what we got was time. Haha.
Didn't had time for the last bus. :/
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As usual.. Sunday suppose to be my stay home day...

But went Verlin's house instead.
Went to chill and stuffs with baby, Desiree, Dixie, Verlin & Terri.
Made videos and stuffs. Took pictures and stuffs. Hahahaha.
And they went to watch Insidious too.
And for girls..... THEY KEPT SCREAMING.

Hang out near the swimming pool at night and had a great time =D

2011-06-08T21:24:00.003+08:00

Wanna have a good meal without spending so much money?

Wanna experience nice pastas and pizza?

Wanna enjoy candle light service with your love ones?

Don't have a suitable place to have a family dinner?

Getting sick of other restaurants?

Tired of eating the same food again?

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Muhahaha, MONT is here to save you.
I will be updating about this shop.
I will upload the food and stuffs and make sure you will start drooling infront of your computer.
Haha, stay tune for the next post! =D

2011-06-08T20:57:00.011+08:00

Okay, like seriously...

Is like being years since i updated my blog lah.
*Blow dust away*
Hahaha, i'm gonna be active in my blog again. Like seriously.
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For people who don't know, i'm in ITE college west.
Hahaha in pastry and baking course.
Fun course lah, but once come to theory, can really suck cock.
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Here are some pictures that i didn't upload.
Hahaha, some are recent one. Some are like 4 months ago one. Hahaha.
More on facebook lah. Hahaha. Well.. Enjoy.

Stay tune for more post coming up. =D

2011-04-11T23:12:00.001+08:00

Maybe i should just let it go?
It really hurts. ):

2011-03-24T12:42:00.001+08:00

Oh well.

Many of you have heard what happen about me being in the lock up and being involve with the polices and stuffs.
And yes, I've really realize my mistakes.
Seeing all my friends being so caring towards me.
I really don't have the face to face them anymore.
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Their messages, quotes and concern are really important to me.
I'm really greatful for them.
But.. I guess, i won't be seeing them for now.
Only God knows why. :(

2011-03-03T10:39:00.003+08:00

My turn to do some sayings.

Yes, i've read your blog about my relationship with you.
I know it really didn't turn out well. It really didn't reach the expectation you were looking for right? And yes, my 'excuse' / reason for breaking up with you might not be a really 'good' one for you. But you see. Those people had become part of my family. And they're in my life.
They are really the one who will always be with me, and they are the only one will always be there for me. Be it good or bad. Yes, i know they might have disappoint me sometimes, but i know, no one is perfect. No one is really perfect...
And yes, spending my time with you was what i always wanted. Like being in our own world. But frankly speaking. I was really sad when i tried asking you to cancel your relationship with your best buddy. You didn't really took my words for real.
I though that, if you really love me, you will do anything for me. But...
I was thinking 'if you can't break up a fake relationship in facebook with your best friend, how will i know that you will continue to love me as your girlfriend?'
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Life was up and down when we were thinking of being together, but we didn't wanna hurt each other.
It was really a rollar coaster ride for me & you.
And i didn't really wanna hurt our friendship. I really didn't.
I really treasure you so much that when you think we should go our own ways after breaking up, i really did cry. I really did. I was really upset and didn't feel like doing anything. My mood was really fed up when people pisses me off. It was so heartbreaking when you texted me about it. Have you ever heard of
'Breaking up with a boyfriend is a million times easier than breaking up with a best friend.'
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And, im not trying to shoot you back. I just really want you to know how i felt. Is really terrible.
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So can you see how much i really treasure our friendship?
I really do love you, i really do. :'(

2011-02-14T23:38:00.009+08:00

Is being so long since i blog!

Haha, just to let you know. I'm no more in Secondary school already.
I'm currently in ITE. ):
Awww, haha anyway the photos below are just over due lah.
Over due till cannot overdue..
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School start at 8am and ends at 6pm.
How to blog? Haha, go home already toh already..
So i will try to update as often lah, but no promises. Hehe! Enjoy! =D

2010-12-26T22:14:00.004+08:00

Okay. Is been so long since i blogged.
Yeah. I'm getting lazier and lazier each day.
Everyday when i'm out, at least will have 50 pictures.
So by the time i upload is already...
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Yeah.. i still love secondary school though.
Is like, when you're in school.. You just quickly hope you're out of the school.
But when you're out of the school, you just hope time didn't pass that fast..
I believe this is what everyone will go through.
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And i'm in city harvest for 1 year plus already! So happy.
I love god and E243.
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Baby girls are separated now :(
I don't know why and how but everyone seems so different now.
I remembered during school, we were be the noisier girls in class.
And those nerds hated us cause we asked them to shut up when we were the one talking so loudly most of the time.
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I remembered that we got into this really big fight with the Indian girls.
Because they said i was racist. I only asked them to keep their mouth shut and they said i was racist because my clique is also talking.. So my clique shouted back and then..
PI LI PA LAH AH BU LA MEH NEH AH FAI NAH started coming out..
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So the case involves the discipline mistress. All those discipline people came up and settle the stuffs for us. We almost got into a fight.
I was super hot tempered at that moment. So i can just give anyone a punch.
Baby girls cool me down and i was sooo angry till i cried. (Haha)
In the end, the indians lost and they apologized to us.
The feeling was like 'UHHH WOHOOO!'
Hahaha, oh man. Those were the days.

2010-11-30T17:10:00.016+08:00

Oh my god!

I didn't blog for like so many freaking days!
Haha sorry to keep the people out there waiting.
I shall learn to blog everyday. So i don't have to delay!

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26 November (Thursday)

Went out with Melody. Hahahahahahaa.
Whenever i think of her name, i will think of Maths.
Because she has being my tuition teacher for like 1 year +?!
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Went to catch Rapunzel.
Awesome movie lah.
Then went to makan IPPUDO.

And off to starbucks to chill.

She treated me everything! Haha as i said.. When i go out with her, i dont really need to bring my wallet along.

Then she went off to her clubbing session..
So i went to met the clique.
Wahlou, all of them was so grand.. All of them were so tall....

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27 Novemeber (Friday)

Cell group as per normal!
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28 November (Saturday)

Celebrated my advance birthday with cell.
Wohooo this is my first time leh.
Was a little shy. :(

Thanks for the present, board, wishes and the cake.
(I know some of you're reading this)
Hehehehehe.

Off to Eighteen chef!

Ta dah! This is the card they did for me.
Thanks ;)
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From the post below onwards, i'm blogging it from the lastest to the oldest.
Suppose to be opposite lah, but i lazy to re put all the pictures!
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Saturday!!

Another great awesome service!
Hehehehehe, off to airport Aston after service!

Then went to viewing mall to practice some guitar!
I love playing the guitar now.
I wanna learn learn learn learn!

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Wednesday!

Finally had a day out with Cherie.
Okay maybe not really one whole day lah.
But we still spend time together.

After her boyfriend comes, im spending lesser time with her already.. ):

Went shopping and i only bought my vants.
Cause nothing really caught my eye ):
Went to watch Nania at night and off to chill at Coffee club.

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Tuesday!

Tuesday is usally my family day.
But this time is different eh.
Grace was having a performance. So decided to surprise her.
Cheryl the pig was with me too!

Screammm till throat pain.

Verlin performanced too.!
Then off to have dinner with them. Amanda was seriously noisy!
Anyway great job girls!
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Monday!

Bowling session with Gina, Dixie & Terri.

Went to tampiness safra.
Okay, in conclusion.. I suck in bowling FULL STOP

The uncle was sad lah.
His greeeen ball went into the long gao.

Dinner at Pizza hut!

Haha then went back home for awhile cause our movie only start at 9.

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Sunday!

Had a short meet up with Cheryl & Jianwei.
Went to makan and went off to slack and chill.

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Saturday!

Morning, Grace and I had to serve.
Wasss so freaking tired. And all the children was so active.!
ExperiencedJurong west service.. But was really tired.
IN CONCLUSION, I have more feel for expo service.

Went 313 for dinner, then went cineleisure for pool!

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Wednesday! (1st decemeber)

UNIVERSAL STUDIO!

Awesome shit lah. It just feels like you're in another country.

Not gonna explain much.
Hahaha go experience it with yourself!
Is better to go with your parents.
$$$$$$$

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Some random pictures taken with Cell.

Had stemboat at bugis.
And the next day, i had stomach flu and was lao sai-ing all the way.
I'm so not gonna go that place ever again.

2010-11-25T13:20:00.000+08:00

My birthday is coming! Yay!

Is 12.34 am now. So is considered as thursday already..
So is officially 5 days left!
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Anyway what should i request from daddy mummy?
They ask me to choose one of all these below...

Should i get a DSLR? (Even i have it already)
Daddy asked if i wants it..

Or should i get more clothes..?

Or a Iphone 4?

Or a new LV wallet..?

Or jitao take cash from them..?

Or vans..?
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I can't make up my mind leh! Arghh.
They ask me to choose one from all this above!
Help me choose people!
Anyway blogging tomorrow! Full of post =D

2010-11-23T14:47:00.010+08:00

I'm so lazy to blog ):

Alot of outings everyday.
Arghh, bo bian, outing = take pictures = upload like mad.
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Sunday...

Had a short meeting with Huifen & Jianwei cause something happened lah.

Then from bugis we walked all the way Dhoby Ghaut!
It wasn't really near leh.

Jianwei & Huifen went to daiso to shop..
While i meet Shufei, Huiru, Pohying and Rabbit.
Sadly Justina couldn't join us ):

We went to play pool, Pohying and Huiru took 45 minutes to complete one game.
Hahahahaha! And rabbit bought a mini birthday cake for me.
Awww *shy*

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Saturday after service went parkway to have dinner and pool!

Saturday afternoon (Before going church)
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Katong Convent family day!

Feel so retarted sitting this spinning thing.
Is fun lah, but my hairs goes Zzz.
Shufei and Dixie was sooo stupid to sit this shit thing for 3 times.
1 RIDE = $10
3 RIDES = $30...

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Thursday..

Hongkong cafe with Huifen & Cheryl.
Had sooooooooooo much fun =D

Went to slack at somewhere and did some jump shots.
Cheryl jumped till her jeans tore.
W.O.W!

After hanging out with them, i went to Cherie house to rest for a while before going to her baby house to stay.

We watch movie online till 4.45 am!!
And i didn't manage to sleep at all.
Next day i jitao got work somemore leh.

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Wednesday dinner with Cherie Chang.

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Short and great.
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Upload and update the next few outings the next time!