14 May 2010

I'm really fnding a way...
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I really though that you were a good friend to me. Indeed not only a good friend but a close friend.
When i was in secondary 3, i wasn't close to you because we were just normal classmate. Like those 'hi,bye' type.
In that period of time during secondary 3, i remembered my attitude seriously suck big time. Scolding teachers when the teachers scold the class. Shouting out awful words. And making lots of noise when teacher is teaching.
I knew you were angry with me, but you didn't speak up. Cause you told me i was fierce and i would easily get angry.
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Soon when we were secondary 4. We became quite close with person A.
We went out with Miss L&C with person A. Was totally fun.
During food studies, we will joke,laugh&do mindmaps together everytime.
Hiding from teachers,playing jokes and pranks on them together.
We'll talk in msn with person A everynight. Yeah, every single night.
We sms like there's no tomorrow. Teasing each other.
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You get me a everyday quote to try to change me. I tried changing myself, reading and reflecting on what i have done on the end of the day. I tried, but i guess it didn't really helps.
Soon, after a incident, you totally changed to a new girl i never know.
Person A followed you and you both are not the girls i used to know.
Yes, you hated me for what i had done. And i apologiszed. But it seems you didn't forgive me and gave me a cold shoulder.
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Soon, the whole class was involve. Fights and quarrels and rumors started every single day.
I was in a diffcult position cause, i have to support my own babygirls too. Teachers coming in the way was even tough when i have to make a real decision.
We didn't talk for days and person A ignored me and my babygirls too.
Of course we were all sad. I cried because i didn't want to lose a friend like both of you.
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After the case was solve, we started talking but we won't that 'close' like we used to be before.
I have regreted what i have done int he incident. I know.
But then you started bad mouthing me, and starts to tell people that whoever mixes with my babygirls, will be dumped like person B.
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Is seriously rude of you to say that. Nobody dumped person B.
Get the facts right. She told a serious lie to babygirls. So now you trying to blame babygirls?
I don't care if you say about me or my attitude or what. But could you please don't talk about my girls?
Is seriously real hurtful after hearing what you had said about me.
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When i message you important messages about school, you ignored it. And the very next day, i asked nicely why wouldn't you reply my message. And you shouted at me. Saying ' How i know? My phone also not with me'
I gave in to you, because.. i don't want to lose a friend like you...

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"A true friend is someone you can disagree with and still remain friends.If not, they weren’t true friends in the first place."

2 comments:

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Irahbby~ said...

Awww~ i'm really touch . Don't worry, babygirls is behind youh . Just ign0red that person . Cos even though we n0 other friends we still cn survived . Hahah